and when you start to feel like things should have been better this year, remember the mountains and valleys that got you here.
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(journal entry #31)

given the covid situation in malaysia right now, we are not allowed to go back to campus for the new semester, yet again :( we were supposed to be back to campus on 12th oct for the new school year but just one week before the going back, the covid cases spiked so high that it was wayyy higher than when we had mco. so, we got no choice but to stay at home and do online classes once again. i remembered that i didn’t really do that well for my online classes last sem because im so easily distracted and i got sleepy at times. so, this sem, im gonna aim to stay focused and really study well for the rest of the degree program. i kinda don’t want to have any regrets when i graduated later or so. hope this motivation will get me through the remaining 2 years of my degree. now that i have to once again have online classes, i do hope that i can live in the moment and enjoy it as much as i could as it may really be my last chance at this. also, we are having a research project this semester and i hope to get an interesting topic and a good lecturer to be my evaluator. fingers-crossed. well, my life have been a mess lately because i havent really been doing anything except lazing around and just doing the things i wanna do. oh, i do draw everyday though. well, my workout plan has long been forgotten so i hope to get back to it when the new semester starts. also, we have like another one month plus of online classes before going back to campus so i hope to use this time to like really improve myself, and to make myself proud of who i am.

lately, i redid the mbti test and found out that i have changed from istj to infj. well, i don’t know what to feel about it but people change, i guess. it says that im the advocator type and honestly, most of the descriptions are pretty accurate about me. from what i see, the change in my mbti type implies that i have changed from a more ‘logical’ and more rational person to someone who makes decisions based on their feelings. i do think that it is a good thing though, because we have to feel and all these emotions are what makes us human. so, i guess it kind of a good thing? i don’t know. haha

well, now i hope that my next update will probably be good news about how well im doing in my year 3 and hopefully life gets back on track once again.