it’s back, the thought of feeling as if my life is a mess is back. i dont know why. i kind of always feel like this when it is the end of semester when there’s just so much going on on my life but at the same time i have to prepare for finals. thankfully, there only 2 presentations left and all that’s left will be finals. i really want to study well. but i feel like i don’t grip on anything in my life, including my healthy eating habits and my sleep schedule. orz. i’ve just been lazy or very chill, i mean i have been doing my assignments and all that but still, i don’t make time to study. and sa far as i remember, i still have a few recorded lectures that i haven’t listened to and also some formative assessments to be completed. but i feel ike i’ve just been so busy all day and i don’t even know what’s keeping me busy. i figure i probably need a reset or something. should probably do it tomorrow? (actually i wanted to do it tonight but i got caught up preparing for my presentation and it’s late, the presentation is actually quite early in the morning tomorrow so i will have to sleep early tonight.) well, with all the practices i had, i really hope i can do well and also hope that i will get to answer the questions of the lecturers clearly and confidently. 

tomorrow after the presentation, i will have to start finalizing my slides for my cvs presentation on thursday. hopefully it won’t take long so that i get to squeeze in a workout and also a reset routine. i got a new notebook last week because my current planner is going to run out of pages soon and i havent set it up yet, so i hope i get to do it tomorrow! everything’s gonna be okay, right. :”) for those tired souls out there who are like me, i hope we will get through this and things will get better! :) until then. xx.